| bendelvio ( @ 2005-06-03 23:40:00 |
There's an old man sitting next to me, making love to his tonic and gin
I've been feeling pretty blue today. It's nothing serious, just a passing mood. Tonight I went for a walk since those usually make me feel better. I walked by the bars and I had a slight impulse to be there, but it quickly went away. Last year I had that impulse a lot, though almost everytime I went to the bars I didn't have a very good time. I was looking for something there that just didn't exist for me. So it was nice to walk by there tonight and to realize that what I was looking for wasn't there, and that I have what I'm looking for, even if she is temporarily in the Midwest.
I'll be getting a haircut soon, which I desperately need. However, I'm pretty close to being able to have a pretty rockin' mullet. There is a part of me that would like to have a kick ass mullet, just for the fun of it.
I've been feeling pretty blue today. It's nothing serious, just a passing mood. Tonight I went for a walk since those usually make me feel better. I walked by the bars and I had a slight impulse to be there, but it quickly went away. Last year I had that impulse a lot, though almost everytime I went to the bars I didn't have a very good time. I was looking for something there that just didn't exist for me. So it was nice to walk by there tonight and to realize that what I was looking for wasn't there, and that I have what I'm looking for, even if she is temporarily in the Midwest.
I'll be getting a haircut soon, which I desperately need. However, I'm pretty close to being able to have a pretty rockin' mullet. There is a part of me that would like to have a kick ass mullet, just for the fun of it.